Come September, we will have been trying to conceive for 2 years. 2 years! And it sucks.
Especially since I know the problem is me and my body, so I can't even blame it on anyone else. My body doesn't ovulate. You need that to get babies. Fuck!
Even worse is the moodiness that comes with struggling for a goal for so long. While actively engaging in treatments of some sort, I am hopefully, happy, excited, etc. But the times in between treatments are depressing, agonizing, and miserable. They just make you want to give up on everything.
Can you guess which phase I'm in now?
This sucks.
